grrrr and stuff
11/02/00 ~ 7:30 pm
ah, so much to say. and not in the dave matthews sort of way.
well, the weekend. it was fun. all good stuff. i got to see all the people in livermore i never see, even when i'm there. then i visited my dear friend salina, who lives in even more drama than me. i partied in davis with fun fun people. then on sunday, i helped the grange cater a banquet. this was all cool. but not what's on my mind right now.
ned and i seem to be in a rut right now. how do you get in a 'rut' with someone you're not in a couple with? and it's the not-having-sex-just-cuddling-because-we're-tired kind of rut. and samantha... jesus christ. she's getting so jealous of me she's talking shit about me. about how dumb i am and stuff. what the hell? and i'm worried ned is going to mess around with girls at national convention for grange and i don't want him to. but i can't tell him that. but i don't want to know if he does cuz i know i'll get freaked out. and i don't want to make things all messy right now. i just want to last this thing out until he leaves for georgia at the end of january. i don't know why i'm so moody about all this. i'm not even PMSing. and now i know you're all thinking that i'm too attached, but i honestly don't think that's it. i'm just all confused.
i love the episode of friends that is on. it's when joey says "gramma's chicken salad" and makes it sound dirty. and phoebe has her babies and her brother yells "chandler's a girl!"
anyways, that's all. grrr.
~holly~
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