bad day, continued
03/15/05 ~ 9:50 p.m.
today didn't get any better. all day drama, then i had to go pick up david because he got distracted when i was crying over the phone and locked his keys in the car again, we grabbed dinner, which i barely ate, then he got upset with me that i've been down about this fight for the last 2 days, so then we had an argument and i didn't go to class. my first missed class of my second time in college.
instead he wanted to shop, so we went to walmart and looked at fishies and computer desks and such. it cheered him up somewhat, but not all the way. apparantly when i bring him down, he starts remembering all the things he's uphappy with - direction in life, personal fulfillment, etc. all that deep shit.
so i think what we both need is to cuddle up and go to sleep. i just dealt with more drama over the computer and i'm done for today.
bad day
03/15/05 ~ 2:07 p.m.
today is not good. i'm fighting with a friend, and it sucks. close friendships can be just as hurtful as relationships. i really want to fix things, but when you're at work and you only have text messaging to communicate, it's never good. it will work out eventually, but for now, i'm upset and i forgot to eat. but now i'm heating up my lunch because eating is important.
it's only tuesday. BLAH on that. i do have weekend plans, though. friday night there will be kareoke at a thai restaurant (i know, odd.) then saturday i want to go to IKEA and see if there's a desk there i want. for cheap. but we'll have to hurry back from our trip out there to do a poker thing saturday night. woo poker. then sunday, sammi is driving up in her new car to visit me. yay for that, too. so it will be a fun weekend.
i just need to figure out... how do i make it this weekend NOW?
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2004: well, let's think back to when we would have recieved this so-called title. we bought the car july 3rd. we were living with david's parents... basically homeless. is it any wonder it got lost in the shuffle?
2003: there was alcohol, music, dancing, and some sexual experimentation in the living room.
2002: [a dream. and i wasn't dating david yet.] i got lost while taking the bus and ended up at david's mom's house (i've never met her). she made me sit in a pickup truck and used a crane to lift me up. (i told david about this and he was scared).
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