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a mood lift
10/08/04 ~ 3:34 p.m.

work's not so bad today. i think i'm just in a better mood overall, so that helps. david and i have been squabbling a bit, and i've been PMSing, plus this job thing... that equals BLEH. but david and i worked through the stuff (like we always do) and he even went the extra mile and got me flowers last night. i went to sleep in his arms feeling peaceful and loved. and feeling that everything was right again. this morning was nice, we got ready together and just kept hugging each other. so i know that's part of my mood lift.

i know it's not PMS getting better, because UGH THE CRAMPS. not good at all. yuck, yuck, yuck.

the job thing isn't super bad, work has been pleasant, and i got some projects to do today so i haven't been insanely bored. though it looks as if jim may be moving in december, which is when i'll have to go as well. sigh.

BUT! BUT! a nutritionist called me back and agreed to let me come in and ask her questions and learn about everything.we made an appointment for 2 weeks away, so by then i should have the school thing figured out. but also, she's going to be the nutritionist at the bob & sherri thing tomorrow, so i'm going to stop by and introduce myself. i jsut hope she doesn't look at me and think "boy, she's fat. how could she be a dietician?" i'll just have to explain that i've lost 73 pounds so far, and by the time i'm licenced, i'll be normal sized.

tonight i'm carpooling with sabrina out to san francisco to go to a birthday party for nicole. indian food, kareoke, and alcohol are on the agenda. should be a good time. :)

silly d-land is missing up
10/08/04 ~ 2:52 p.m.

my older page shows that i double posted yesterday. but i deleted one of them! grr. my diet diary has a glitch on the older page, too. deleted entries still show up. sigh. sometime, d-land is a pisser.

so i didn't update on oct 8th very much over the years. basically, i haven't updated in october much... i guess because of the depressed thing. (btw, i'm feeling much better today. more on that later.) so here's some quotes from about the right time periods each year. keep in mind, these entries will get linked to more than once, but with different quotes each time.

one year: i'll have been at this office longer than i ever was at that evil software company!
two years: this week is sucking. too much schoolwork on our minds, and david's been doing a lot of work.
three years: lately, i feel like i've been filling this thing with terrible, pessimistic, sad stories that sound like i have no hope. and i hate that.
four years: damn that girl stephanie who 'borrowed' my tape, quit old navy, and i've never heard from since!!!

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