in short, argh
08/22/03 ~ 9:01 p.m.
so i messed up pretty bad at work. enough to cause crying yesterday and today.
see, i'm the receptionist/shipping department/general office bitch. most of what we sell is downloadable; it's software. but we also sell a harware motherboard-type thing for faxing. there are a few varieties of such board, some being less common.
tricia (my boss) made a sale in australia, so we needed to special order an international board. at the same time, angie (the accounts payable lady) sent us a special TR114 board.
long story short, somehow i sent the 114 board to austraila. and not only that, i sent it FedEx priority, billed to the CLIENT. oops.
so i'm freaked out. i realize that the pressure for "attention to detial" has just backfired on me. i need to relax and be careful.
but i can't fix this. so i start crying. this morning, i had to actually explain it to tricia in person (she wasn't there yesterday). and then to top it all off, raf (head honcho guy) was visiting from seattle today and seemed to find every error that i'd made during my first two weeks of work.
i'm still feeling like i can't do anything right.
but it's the weekend and i am going to relax. david and i went on a date tonight. i smelled my pretty flowers. we're getting cable tomorrow. jeannine is visiting and bringing us a TV. i will be refreshed on monday.
and i will show them how good of a worker i am and i will make them happy to have me.
~holly~
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