breaking down
06/23/03 ~ 7:46 p.m.
first off, please check out my ebay auctions. i'm going to link them this week just in case people are coming by for the first time.
i wrote an entry at work today, but again, i forgot to email it to myself. sigh. so i'll just talk about this evening.
i'm depressed. really. the kind where everything bugs you but you don't do anything about it (i half heartedly tried to do some dishes). where you want to eat everything in the house but you're not hungry (i ate some tortilla chips and potato salad, bad choice). where you have no motivation to get out and do anything (i skipped swim practice, though i'd planned to go all day). where you want to sleep the day away (i've been watching a movie, and now at 7:45, i'm about ready for bed).
hopefully my situation looks up before i get much worse. fighting to stay happy and upbeat isn't easy, and i've been trying for weeks now.
ok, i'm going to go sleep and gain 5 pounds while doing it. night,
~holly~
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