work schtuff
10/29/04 ~ 4:20 p.m.
so, i had a big important "talk" with my boss today. she told me this morning that she needed to meet with me for a half hour at 2:30. talk about freaking out about what was to come for the whole day. anyways.
it wasn't super bad. on the one hand, she did say that if i made any big screwups in the next month, i'd be let go then. but on the other hand, she said that she's not happy with all of the staff, and after our meeting next wednesday, she's going to have to see who really *wants* their job, that there may be enough work for 1 and 1/2 people, and that i might still have a shot if i pull it together.
pulling it together may entail less internet time. ok, it will entail that, but i should be able to use it on my breaks. or something. also, there will be a more rigid schedule with breaks/lucnh/etc. sucks, it's been pretty loose around here.
i told her about the dietician stuff. i mentioned that *i* might be willing to be part time in the future, if i get a spot with that nutritionist. really, everything is up in the air, including the other two girl's jobs. one has volunteered to quit, if that's what is best for our boss. the other one will most likely get super pissed off when she gets her little "talk" from leanne. so we'll see.
and then there's the thought... even if i earn the right to stay here, do i really want it? would i be happy? and wouldn't i be better off persuing my future goals? but if they don't pan out right at this moment, this is a well-paid backup. i could go to school for nutrition while working full time here. and i've got bills to pay, you know.
i hate uncertainty. argh.
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