it's not an everyday thing
06/28/01 ~ 9:22 a.m.
last night at jenny's was fun! there were 7 people, all watching dawsons and eating pizza. yay! i hope heather wasn't too overwhelmed by 4 new people. she was kinda quiet. she's so nice though, i think everyone liked her. they just don't *know* her yet. they will.
we got out of there at 9:15. a little later than i told jenny, hope she wasn't mad. it was after all, her "flower anniversary". flowerversary? anyways. but i'm sure they had fun after we left, regardless.
i seem to forget that others have access to their significant others on a way more regular basis than i do. i mean, jenny and mike live together! they can do whatever (wink, wink) whenever. the lucky ducks! since they are a long-term, well-adjusted, in love and happy couple, i seem to forget that they even have sex. it's not like when jenny and i first lost our flowers and sex was *the* topic of conversation. and to me, it doesn't seem like a normal everyday thing. because i have to wait 4 months for it, and then see how many times we can do it in a 2 week period. we try to make up for lost time, and start to make up for what we're about to miss.
in short, what i'm saying is, i wish it *was* a normal everyday thing for me. i wish i had someone around like jenny has mike. but right now, i want that someone to be ned. and not anyone else.
is it august yet???
~holly~
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