still upset
04/01/04 ~ 7:45 a.m.
continuing the last entry..
i spent a lot of time last night worrying about the impending surgery. i'm also worried about money (it always comes back to that, doesn't it?) i mean, sure it'll probably be "mostly" covered... with a huge deductible. and i have to go to all these appointments now, which my co-pay is $35 each time! (because it's not my primary doctor). 3 times, that's $100! i mean, i barely scrape by as it is. got the huge debt, personal loans i'm paying off...
i was probably melodramtic about the no excercise/getting fat thing. it won't be that bad. but when you're upset about something, every little thing can get to you.
i am dreading telling my boss today that sometime in the future i will need surgery. i'm still in the "proving i'm a responsible and dependable employee" phase.
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