my special thing with ned
05/13/01 ~ 8:50 p.m.
hey, this is entry #2 today, don't miss the other one!
ok, here's some more conversation with him:
Gonzo93: i'm bored. oh, i know! i can fill out a personals ad.
ned: yup, find some hot davis hunk
Gonzo93: i don't have a lot of hope that i will
ned: you will
ned: and you won't even remember me
Gonzo93: how can you say that? you know i didn't want it to end.
Gonzo93: and i'll always have a special place for you.
ned: =)
Gonzo93: you made my first expereinces with sex beautiful and special
ned: aw
Gonzo93: and i will always know that it's something that is meant to be enjoyed
Gonzo93: not a duty, or "gross" or anything
Gonzo93: you taught me a lot
ned: doesn't everyone know that
Gonzo93: no, they don't
Gonzo93: i think we're lucky
ned: yeah?
Gonzo93: yeah. you more than me, but we're both sexually adjusted and mature people.
Gonzo93: and i have you to thank for it
ned: =)
Gonzo93: and you know, if there is no hot davis guy in the picture when you come to visit, i'd love to share more with you.
ned: ok
Gonzo93: because we can always be like how we started out
ned: ?
Gonzo93: not attached
Gonzo93: just having fun
ned: oh
Gonzo93: is that a bad oh?
ned: no
Gonzo93: ok
Gonzo93: ok, so we'll always be more than when we first started out. but that's good. just letting you know that i am capable of having fun with you and not expecting anything
ned: cool
Gonzo93: yay.
ned: well I'm gonna go to bed
ned: night babe
Gonzo93: night. why does my heart still ache a little? it hurts, no matter what i say. i'm not lying when i say i'm ok, and i'm happy, and i didn't want this long distance thing. but i still miss him. that's for sure.
~holly~
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