ex boyfriend woes
12/21/02 ~ 8:43 a.m.
david's trying to download the new lord of the rings. we're so cheap. however, it's not as easy as it sounds. it takes HOURS to do, and more often than not, you get another movie that someone named LOTR. bitches.
but it actually turned out good -- we accidentally got the first harry potter. =) i want to see it again!!
so david calls me at work yesterday and says, "do you like pink?" sillyhead. i don't, so i told him that, and he said, "ok, thanks. gotta go."
heh. but he *did* finish getting christmas presents for me. i am glad because he stresses out too much over it.
today and tomorrow are lounging/relaxing days. the things i want to do are: bake sugar cookies, get out christmas cards, organize my scrapbook stuff and maybe get a few pages done, watch harry potter, cuddle with david a LOT. i also wanted to sleep in, but my lovely boy can't ever seem to sleep in and somehow gets me up too. grrrr.
ted is in CA, so i might see him... but this is an issue with david. he doesn't like the idea of me still wanting to be friends with him. he doesn't understand WHY i would WANT to be friends with him. i told him that although ted was not a good boyfriend, he's still a good person and there's no reason i should avoid him. i figured there would be some sort of group sitation where they'd meet actually. me = way too optimistic.
i understand that he doesn't want to meet/hang out with him. but he did say he doesn't mind if i go see him. he does know he has nothing to worry about, which a couple of months ago he wasn't so sure. so that's good. (ugh. i do NOT want ted. i'm in love with david. glad he knows that!!!!)
but it's not really a huge deal. i don't NEED to see him. my life won't be incomplete without ted, you know? so, whatever happens happens.
oh, i saw a dietician yesterday. wrote about it here.
i think it is time to cook breakfast. mmm, food. =) no worries though, i'm doing good!!!
love you all,
~holly~
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