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08/11/02 ~ 10:20 a.m.

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so yesterday was jenn's birthday. i certainly hope i helped make it a good day. there was a lot of hanging out, some swimming, and dinner making. we had a nice dinner actually. sesame chicken, stir fry (hot hot hot! justin made it.), noodles, and a big salad. mmm.

jenn got all ready to go out with some other friends for her b-day, dressed up and everything, and then they flaked. i was sleeping when she called and wasn't really ready to go anywhere. but i didn't want her to be alone on her birthday night, so i met her and we went out to a bar called the zebra club. it was really fun. the owner is this short fat old guy who just loves it there. he was using the soda/water nozzle to soak his bartenders and some regular customers. then they chased him down the street and dumped a bucket of water on him and he was yelling "my balls are cold!!" for jen's b-day, they took her behind the bar, pulled her hair back, and dumped goldschlauger (can't spell) down her throat. then they told her to show her tits, which she eventually did, and a guy bought her a beer.

at closing time, we ended up outside (cuz the owner guy yelled for all the cocksuckers to go home and get the hell out! hee hee). we chatted with more people who wanted to see jenn's boobs and take her home. it was amusing. then i drove her home, drove myself home while fighting with sleep, and crawling into bed next to my sleeping honey.

this morning, he woke me up with a kiss (leaning over the bed, he was already up) and i totally jumped. it was funny. i dropped him off at the train station, and the plan was to go back to sleep. that worked well, huh?

i'm now online, checking diaries and email, and chatting to a very heartbroken guy who is in a very bad, suicidal place right now. it's scary for me but i'm trying to help. i just don't get it. i'm terrified of death, i would be immortal if i could be. i don't understand how someone could want to be gone forever, with the world still turning, going on without them.

it's all just so sad. let's see, how can i cheer this up? i know, a quiz!

Which Recurring Kevin Smith Character Are You? Take the test here

and tell you i got googled for "giant penis pictures" and "mtv sorority life jordan". ha ha ha. =)

~holly~

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