where to begin?
05/18/02 ~ 11:20 p.m.
ok, even though this entry could be really long, you'll see later on why i need to be sleeping. so it's gonna be cut as short as possible. kay? kay.
so last night -- went to bree's house, and we went to the party. i felt bad cuz i had to leave at 7:30 to go pick up matt and head to the concert. i promised to return.
matt and i showed up, i met some people in the bands, and i got to taking pictures. hopefully they came out good... i have to scan the good ones anyways, so i'm sure i'll show you guys on here.
there were 3 bands -- unless, the list, and pacific avenue jazz quartet. and let me tell you, they were quite a mix. unless is pretty hard core. they even had their own specific moshers. the list was good, but sounded a LOT like weezer. if they had their own sound, that'd be good. and the jazz quartet was awesome, just such a change from the other two, and they played for a long, long time.
afterwards, i helped pack up some stuff, and returned to the party with adam and matt in tow. the party had dwindled to just watching the fifth element, so we just settled in for that. i took matt home partway through. after it was over, people kinda went thier separate ways, into rooms and whatnot, so bree, adam and i hung out, talked and did shots. i got pretty drunk. then sue came out and took us back to her house, where the 3 of us played cards and drank some more. needless to say, i puked a LOT today. bleccccch. it was way worse than the cantina night -- i had lots of hard alcohol shots. while being drunk, adam kinda expresed that he knew i had had a crush on him, but he thought i was over it. i told him that it wasn't a big deal, that the crush meant more that i wanted to get to know him. then it kinda got dropped. this morning, after puking more, bree took me to my car, i came home, puked more, watched the end of save the last dance, and napped.
i woke up around 3-ish, called jeannine, and told her i'd be out there after i took a shower. i ate some saltines on the drive out, and i was feeling better. we hung out and chatted a bit, and then went to spike and mike's (classic) film festival. good stuff! (sammi knows, dontcha?) i know i'll be hitting the sick & twisted show when it comes around.
then we got food (yay! it stayed down!), and i headed home. i swung by adam's place on the way, on the pretense of DMS business, and got to chat with him about the whole "crush" thing. we're cool being friends... and i really am. he'd be a difficult boyfriend anyways. i really like that he's so deep and analytical but it may be easier to take as a friend. he said it may take a bit to separate us hanging out together as friends from my crush, and i assured him that as long as we *do* hang out, it will be fine. so we're good.
and now i am home, still feeling a big nauseous, and seriously sleep deprived. good night...
~holly~
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