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01/20/02 ~ 12:45 p.m.

so, thursday night i thought i was good. all drunk, not sick, etc. here's the sober account of what happened:

we walked to the cantina. travers had already had about 6 glasses of beer before we got there. it was pretty empty cuz it was only 9:30. we looked for mike and jenny and andy but noone of them were there. (there are no hard feelings. except i haven't heard from andy at all and i'm wondering what is up.) we got drinks and people watched and talked. it filled up fast and the dancing started. heather and i had each had about 3 drinks but were feeling fine and making fun of travers cuz he was hella drunk and high fiving us every second.

right before we left, heather and i started feeling it. it was probably the afterglow shooters we did right at the end. so then we walked home, left andy crazy messages on his cell phone, and did all the stuff i talked about. peed in the bush, heather fell in the field (in her rattlesnake hole) and eventually got hoome. heather and i went to the sophomore's house and bugged ryan for about an hour. we were pretty crazy. we colored all over the white board, ate candy, did the million dollar ho position, and i flashed him. sigh.

meanwhile, travers puked on our back porch, got undressed and passed out on heather's bed. he had no idea we went to the sophomores. he also had no idea when heather puked all over herself and took a shower. then we went to sleep.

i woke up at about 7, and puked. a lot. then i went in and talked to heather and travers. and then she puked more. and i puked. this continues until about noon. heather and i missed all of our classes, except i went to my midterm. i think i did ok. then we layed in bed and watched ricki lake cuz we were still so sick.

heather's brother, nick, arrived at about 7 and we went shopping and made dinner, because heather and i were starved. traver's friend adam came over too and we just hung out.

yesterday travers and nick went snowboarding and left hella early. heather and i slept in until noon, when my family pounded on the door and woke us up. i went out to lunch with them and went to visit an aunt in vacaville. my mom brought my birth certificate, which i need to go to FRANCE and AMSTERDAM. (yay). then i went to a candlelight party that jenn was having. when i got home, we all went out to dinner and then layed around doing nothing and heather's friend tarin came over for a little bit.

then jenny and mike dropped by and jenny had a present for me. it was one of her paris sightseeing books. which was really sweet and meant a lot to me cz it was much more that just the book. see, jenny is very protective of me and doesn't very much like the way my relationship with ned is and is always telling me i deserve more. she wishes i was going to france with someone i am madly in love with. i am happy with what i am doing but i do see her point, and sometimes i wish that for myself too. we had this talk on friday and her bringing me this book was like saying, even though i want more for you, i still hope you have a great time and i'm happy if you are happy. this is why i love jenny.

then today i slept until about 11:30 and took a shower and today is going to be a homework day. maybe even a scrapbooking day. cuz nick and heather and travers are gonna be gone all day seeing relatives and stuff. alrighty. gonna get cracking and get off the computer. =)

~holly~

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