lethargic
09/18/03 ~ 8:22 p.m.
that's how i feel. lethargic.
i'm getting down about no good steady job, and it's making me sleepy and unmotivated. no dishes are done. no working out got done. i didn't eat bad, but still. i slept until 9:30, and i took a nap too. this isn't like me.
i'm almost 100% sure i'll get the job at blockbuster, but it stuck me with a quandry. i'd have to work holidays! weekends, no problem. but i've gotten used to getting holidays off (and paid, at that!) so i'm waffling now.
i still think it could be good - but what if it's too much for me? a second job? will i go crazy? i'd feel horribly guilty if i quit after just a little bit.
i do have until next week to think about it -- they have to run a background check... he said he'd call on tuesday to offer me the job. so yeah.
i wish i could just get all of this over with.
ok, quick change, i just looked to my left and got htis sight:
my two babies. :)
ok, that's all for now. g'night.
~holly~
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