xmas presents and back pain (ow)
12/24/02 ~ 1:08 p.m.
i'm very mad at diaryland. first, i wrote a whole entry, and i didn't write it
in the outside program because of my computer's issues with copy/pasting. well,
it lost it. so then i wrote a "fuck it all to hell" entry. and it's still not
connecting and i'm pissed. so this is the third entry, and i've made sure the
copy/paste thing is working so that if i re-type it all again, i won't lose
it!
ok, so first i was bitching about my back. it HURTS really bad.
apparantly, my desk setup at work is not ergonimcally correct, but it never
borhterd me until i worked the 40 hours last week. topped with PMS, which
doesn't usually get to me that badly, i was pretty bitchy last night. even
though i was making a concious effort not too, all i wanted to do was curl up
in a ball with a heating pad on my back and cry for no reason. david was good
to me, even though i didn't deserve it and i was wearing him out emotionally.
he got me ice for my back and massaged it and such. it still hurts today at
work, even with the IB profin, a pillow behind me, and the newly re-arranged
desk. i want to go home.
i also talked abou thow jeannine rocks. we exchanged
presents last night, and she did so good. somehow she found SHOELACES with
GONZO on them!! yes! and i also got a fuzzy pez dispenser. she got david socks,
cuz that's what he said he wanted, and also wrapped up coal cuz he's such a
scrooge. and she got a present for both of us -- an asian cookbook! i laughed,
and looked though it and i am so excited to try out all of the recipes. yay,
i'm so asian. we got her the movie from hell, which is not so exciting,
but she did like it.
then i mentioned how i am looking forward to my
romantic dinner with david tonight and having our first christmas together. i
can't wait to give him his presents, and see what he got me. i know his
presents will be the best ones i get this year, and every year from now on. my
boss gav eme a nice bottle of wine, so we can have that with our dinner
tonight. (he also gave me see's candy! doesn't he know i'm on a diet?!?!? but it was still nice... and i
already ate some. bad, bad.)
and then i moaned some more about my aching
back, made a pretty merry christmas thing with red and green font that i'm too
lazy to do again, and bid you all lots of love. ok, for the third time, done.
~holly~
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