inner battles
09/19/02 ~ 8:35 a.m.
so i rode to school al early this morning, to arrive at the financial aid office by 8 am, which is when the recording said they opened. alas, they are not open until 9. bitches. straight to hell.
so then i decided to kill the hour by going to the computer lab. nope, it opens at 9 also. all of you. to hell.
so i bike home (extra exercise!!), and with every pedal, some sort of food item comes to mind. this is the discussion in my mind:
"i have an hour to kill! what could i eat?"
"no holly, you don't need any food."
"but i could bike to cafe italia! i've never had their breakfast and i've always wanted to try!"
"no! that's not in the diet! you are doing good, remember?"
"yes, i know. this is good for me. how about a jamba juice?"
"that's better for you, but you don't need it, nor do you need to spend the money. you're on a tight budget, remember?"
"yeah, yeah. i could eat at home! there's eggs there... oooh! cinnamon toast crunch! my favorite."
"no, no, no, no, NO. you already drank your slim fast. go home, go online, handle your stuff, and bike back. you can do this, remember?"
"yes, i know. it's worth it. but damn is it HARD."
there ya go. the mind of a dieter. sigh.
and now, i must sign off and return to the school to commence begging for money. fun, fun.
~holly~
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