a hard day
08/07/04 ~ 8:51 p.m.
today was a much worse day than yesterday. i started off by thinking i was fine for a bit without pain medication. i watched a last half of a movie in the morning without taking anything. BIG mistake. i was crying with pain before they finally set in. they meds put me to sleep as well, so i slept until about 11.
i got up and moved to the living room for a bit, but less than an hour later, i felt really sick. i went to the bathroom, and before i made it to go lay down, i threw up the little breakfast i'd eaten. awful. i took some nausea medications, which didn't seem to work, and i laid in bed, dizzy, coming in an out of sleep for a few hours. i finally was well enough to take another pain pill and eat some saltines.
now it's 9 pm and i feel mostly better. still a little dizzy, but not sick anymore. i ate half a can of chicken and stars soup.
this is so hard. it's frustrating, it hurts, and i know it's not even close to over.
tomorrow my mom is planning on taking me back to her house for a few days, so she can take care of me there while david is at work. so i may be missing online for a bit. while i'm gone, david promised he'd get me a network card for the laptop, so i can be online while lying in bed. i hope it works out.
alright, computer screen is starting to mess with my head. gotta go. i promise i'll write back to those of you who have written to me. sometime this week, i hope.
~holly~
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