how i'm feeling
02/15/03 ~ 5:04 p.m.
krista described my state of mind perfectly: "I kind of feel like I just want to go away. I'm getting this feeling I used to get a long time ago. Like I want to jump naked into the freezing ocean and stare up at the sky."
i'm emotial. i'm fragile. so i'm pmsing and trying to ween off of happy drugs. i still hate that i can be so upset and not know why, and then burst into tears in the workout room. i hate to be a burden to david. i hate that he tries so hard, and i can't tell him what's wrong. i hate this.
i'm a mess.
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