thank you (i think)
03/14/01 ~ 4:51 pm
well, i've started getting some advice. the consensus is basically, tell my mom the whole truth. as in, that it's been going on for 9 months but we just now made it official. that way, she doesn't see us as a 'new' couple. the wise justine said "...you have no obligations to tell her about your sex life. it is none of her business. if she asks, just tell her not to worry, you are being careful. i mean she cant expect for you to never have sex. she has to let you go sometime." good advice. so why am i still so scared?? it's just that i value my mom's friendship and trust (no matter how much of it is false.) amy said something good too, and i hope it turn out to be right: "I think the salient point of my email was that i think your mom will value the gesture of you being open and honest with her more than any hope that you would follow her morals. I really think much of her preaching is for show and she is smart enough to suspect what is really going on, or at least accept that you are a grown-up and can make your own decisions. " yay for smart friends.
in other news, i got sorta caught on AIM at work again... and warned that if someone was to be checking on the server, they could tell how long i'd been at the AOL site and stuff. eeek. but it sucks cuz i use it to keep in touch with ned. guess i'll just have to sign on at night more.
i'm tired. i shouldn't be, i slept though class today and didn't get up until 8:30 (hey guys, in my world, that's late. i don't stay up into the wee hours of the night though.) i'm hanging with carly tonight, haven't seen her since last friday. she has all these new church friends she met when her car died on the side of the road. long story, but the upshot of it is, at least she has other friends for the time being.
also, i tried to put a picture on yesterday and it's being dumb and i don't want to pay for the special membership for pictures. SO... someday soon you'll get to see the pictures i want to show off. for some old ones on my home page, click here.
~holly~
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