nothin' much
02/25/01 ~ 12:27 pm
so i had a mini-deep conversation with ned last night. it was kinda spurred off of a wonderful email i got from my best friend amy, who is totally cool and not psycho enough to be mentioned in here very much. one little part of was about how there are a lot of people who get into physical relationships like i did, and emotions always get involved. i told ted a little of that, and he said something like, "well for the chicks anyways" and i said, "whatever, not just chicks. i think i did a good job of not being attached until about december. i think the canada trip was the clencher." and he did a " =) " and i said "you? still not attached?" and he said "i don't know. i think it's more i'm trying to not be." and then the subject was changed. sometimes he does little things that shows he cares. like my valentine's card (it was so cute) or calling me "sweet little angel". and even back in like october, amy said we were a couple, no matter what we said. from watching us, she could tell he likes me. that didn't used to be important to me, but now it is a lot more. i think the real test will be when he's here, how we interact with each other now that we've talked about everything under the sun and grown much more emotionally close than we were when he left. 6 days, 10 hours! can't wait!!!
if you're using netscape, i know you might not be able to see this page right. plus the notify list thingy isn't on here anymore. never fear, jeffy is on top of it. (this is cuz i'm lame and can't handle it myself). talk to all of you cuties later..
~holly~
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